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I'm going to be gone for a few days..... I need to sort things out....
  • Listening to: stuff
  • Reading: creepy pasta
  • Watching: creepy pasta
  • Playing: with a mind who evers mind is in my head
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
If I'm off my :iconpandoradarkheart: account longer then 2 months and I didn't warn you I was going to ahead of time assume something bad happened then move on with your lives.
List of things:
in a hospital
in a coma
in some sort of mental institution (more likely the other 3 above this)

Thank you for reading and have a good day
  • Listening to: skillet
  • Reading: things
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: with my mind
  • Eating: noodles
  • Drinking: nothing
new account has been made :iconpandoradarkheart:
  • Listening to: skillet
  • Reading: things
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: with my mind
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
I'm probably gonna make a new account soon. If I do I will tell you all the name cuz i will be transfering my art and stuff to that one. Also on that one I would be bringing back some of my old art. For now I'm gonna keep working on my book and stuff so yeah.... Just giving you all a warning.
Have a nice day everyone
  • Listening to: stuff
  • Reading: things
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: with my mind
  • Eating: stuff
  • Drinking: i forgot.....
stole from :icondaridoodle: thankies for giving me stuff to do lil sis XD

[x] You'd Rather Be Pale Than Tan
[x] You Like To Eat Or Drink Red Things.
[ ] You're Lustful/Sexual.
[ ] When You're Kissing Someone, You Tend To Bite Them.
[/] You're Dark, Mysterious, And Seductive.  (dark and mysterious)
[ ] You've Tasted Your Own Blood Before And Liked It.
[x] Being Out In The Sun Too Long Makes You Feel Weak (the second i walk out the door i literately start to feel like i'm burning.... even when its cloudy....)
[ ] You're graceful, lithe, and can appear threatening or dangerous to others.
[ ] You have incredible charm and can get people to do nearly anything.
[x] You're More Active At Night.
TOTAL= 4.8

[ ] You're Incredibly Lustful/Sexual.
[ ] Sex Is Almost Always On Your Mind.
[ ] You Could Make Someone Fall Completely In Love With You By Merely Kissing Them.
[ ] You're Not A Virgin.
[ ] You Burn Through Lovers Quickly.
[ ] You Can Make Love With Someone And Drop Them In The Same Breath.
[ ] If You Don't "Feed" Your Lust, You Go Insane.
[x] You Have Strong/Long Nails.
[ ] You Could Get Nearly Anyone You Want.

[ ] You have a bad temper.
[ ] You're incredibly physically strong and fast.
[x] You Love The Moon.
[x] You're Very Loyal.
[x] If You Love Someone, You'll Do Whatever You Possibly Can To Protect Them.
[/] You Would Go On A Devastated Rampage Should Your Loved Ones Be Harmed.
[x] You Like Dogs.
[ ] You're fairly Sturdy in stature.
[ ] You're Either A Good Leader Or A Solitary Person.  
[ ] You have A Hard Time Controlling Yourself Half Of The Time.
TOTAL= 4.5

[x] You Like Cats.
[ ] You're lithe and agile.
[ ] You could fall off of anything and always land on your feet.
[ ] You Like Gymnastics.
[x] You Love To Eat Seafood.
[x] You're Affectionate And Cozy.
[ ] If Someone Is Able To Sneak Up On You And Startle You, You Jump Up Or Swat At Them.
[ ] You Like Yarn.
[ ] You Like Chasing Things.
[ ] You're An Excellent Hunter/Fighter.

[x] You're An Outcast.
[x] You Feel As If You're Not Truly Alive.
[x] You'll Moan When You're Hurt Rather Than Scream Or Cry.
[x] You Tend To Zone Out.
[x] You Don't Feel Very Smart.
[ ] You Like Worms.
[x] You Like Taking Things Slowly.
[x] You Like Odd Foods.
[x] You Prefer To Suffer In Silence.
[x] You Don't Get Much Sleep.

[x] You're Invisible.  
[x] You Have An Oddly Eerie Presence.
[x] You Can Send Chills Down A Person's Spine Just By Looking At Them.
[x] You Have Messy Hair That Is Partially/Completely In Your Face.
[x] You're Incredibly Gentle.
[x] You're Very Shy Around Someone You Find Attractive.
[x] You Tend To Simply Disappear When No One's Looking.
[x] You Enjoy Scaring People.
[x] You Like The Indoors.
[x] You Are Deeply Connected To The Ones You Love No Matter What Happens.

[ ] You Will Eat Just About Anything.
[ ] You Like To Attack People Verbally Or Physically
[ ] You Are Thrilled If You Can Make Someone Bleed.
[ ] You Wouldn't Care If You Hurt Someone As Long As You Can Get What You Want From Them.
[ ] You Like Stalking People.
[ ] You Find It Fun To Crawl Into Tight, Small, Cramped, Dirty Spaces.
[x] You Get Hungry Easily.
[ ] You Like Torture.
[ ] You live to hurt people.
[x] You Like The Idea Of Being Insane.

[/] You're Into Wicca/Paganism.
[x] You Like Magical Objects.
[ ] You Believe In Magic.
[ ] You Perform Odd Rituals On A Daily Basis.
[ ] People Find You Intolerably Cruel.
[ ] You enjoy manipulating people.
[x] You Feel Deeply In Touch With Nature And Hate Industrialization.
[x] You Love Black Cats/Ravens.  
[ ] You Practice Voodoo
[ ] You Tend To Laugh Hysterically While Picking Up On Someone You Find Attractive.
TOTAL= 3.5

[x] You Have Different Personalities.
[ ] Your Style Could Change From Goth To Preppy In The Same Second.
[ ] You Have More Than One Lover.
[x] You're Unpredictable.
[ ] You Would Change Yourself Entirely To Fit In.
[x] You Are Fond Of Many Different Things.
[x] You Can Easily Get Out Of Trouble By Changing Your Demeanor.
[ ] You often say one thing and mean another.
[x] You Like To Leave Your Clothes On The Floor After Taking Them Off.

[ ] You Have A Very Bad Temper.
[ ] You're Usually Angry.
[ ] You Have To Make Other People Miserable With Every Breath That You Take.
[ ] You Worship Satan.
[ ] You like pentagrams.
[x] You love to mess with people's heads.
[ ] You Could Do Just About Anything Bad To Someone And Feel Proud.
[x] You Laugh When Other People Are Hurt. (only with movies)
[ ] Physically Harming Someone Turns You On.
[ ] You Respond To An Insult By Viciously Attacking The Other Person.

[/] You're A Very Good Person. (i question this)
[x] You Take Care With Everything You Do.
[x] You Can Be Extremely Serious.
[x] You're Gentle And Kind To Even Your Worst Enemies.
[ ] You Cannot Hold A Grudge Against Anyone. (just one person.... just one.....)
[x] You Would Gladly Endure Anything For The Sake Of The Ones You Love.
[x] You're A Virgin/Have Never Kissed Anyone Apart From Family.
[ ] People See You As Being Very Pure. (OMG YEAH RIGHT LOLOLOLOLOL)
[/] You Are Obedient And Follow Rules Without Question. (if the rule is stupid i shale question)
[ ] You Love God.

[ ] You Enchant People.
[ ] You Like Organic Things.
[ ] You're Almost Always Smiling.
[ ] You Love The World Around You.(this world is evil)
[x] You Get Attached To Animals Easily.
[ ] You're A Walking-Talking Chick-Flick/Prince-Charming.
[x] You Don't HATE Anyone. ( i don't hate that person.... just highly dislike them)
[ ] You Have A Very Bright/Bubbly/Friendly Personality. (fill the world in black <3)
[x] You like long hair

ghosty <3
  • Listening to: stuff
  • Reading: things
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: with my mind
  • Eating: stuff
  • Drinking: i forgot.....
stole from :icondaridoodle:

[X] you love hoodies
[X] you love jeans
[ ] dogs are better than cats
[X] it's hilarious when people get hurt and fall
[X] you've played with/against boys on a team
[X] shopping is torture
[x] sad movies suck
[ ] you own an XBOX
[X] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[ ] you owned a DS, PS2, or Sega
[x] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[ ] you watch sports on TV
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx] gory movies are cool
[ ] you used to go to your dad for advice
[ ] you have at least 1 trophy of a sport
[x] You used to play Yu-Gi-Oh
[X] baggy sweat pants are nice to wear
[X] it's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[X] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors (blue, red and black)
[X] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[ ] sports are fun
[X] you sometimes talk with food in your mouth
[x] you sleep at night with your socks on
[X] you have fished at least once
BOYZ: 17

[ ] you like to shop  
[ ] you wear eyeliner
[ ] you wear the color pink
[ ] you go to your mom for advice
[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing all black
[ ] you like going to the mall
[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[ ] you like wearing jewelry
[ ] you cried watching The Notebook
[ ] skirts are a big parts of your wardrobe
[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[ ] you don't like the movie Star Wars
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics
[ ] it takes you around one hour to shower and get/or pedicures
[ ] you smile a lot more than you should
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] you care about what you look like majority of the time
[ ] you like wearing dresses
[ ] you like wearing perfumes
[ ] you like high heel shoes
[x] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[ ] you like putting makeup on others
[ ] you like being the star of almost everything

well this is kinda sad XD dar got 7 things girl like I only got 1 lolololololol
  • Listening to: stuff
  • Reading: things
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: with my mind
  • Eating: stuff
  • Drinking: i forgot.....
I decided to start things in da since its summer and i'm bord so i'll post things once and awhile... the pics will be crappy though cuz i don't have a scanner... but once awhile besides crappy picks i'll put in some writting
have a good day....
  • Listening to: stuff
  • Reading: things
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: with my mind
  • Eating: air
  • Drinking: i forgot.....
Daria i take this from you okz? <3

[x] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is. (is that some sort of fight? i google later)
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[ ] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[x] Its football...not soccer. (just to be difficult 8D)
Total: 4

[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flipflops thongs not flip flops.
[ ] You love a backyard barbie. (die barbie die D:<)
[X] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[X] You love the beach.
[X] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan. (i'ma what now?)
[ ] You have an australian something
Total: 3

[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[ ] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[X] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[ ] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[ ] You speak some italian.
[X] You are under 5'10''
[x] You know what a italian horn is
[X] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world! ( I NOM DA PIZZA XD)
[x] You talk with your hands.
Total: 5

[ ] You say member instead of Remember.
[X] You speak spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr. (brain dies)
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[ ] You know what a Puta is.
[X] You talk fast occasionally.
[ ] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[ ] You know what platanos are. (google)
Total: 3

[x] You say villian as: Vee-lon. (i just started 8D)
[X] You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named natasha.
[X] You get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[ ] You get into contests all the time.
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 6

[ ] You think beer is the best.
[ ] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[x] You have blue or green eyes.
[ ] You like the color green.
[ ] You have been to a st. pattys day party.( i like being alone <.<)
[x] You have a family member from Ireland.
[X] You have hair. (??? o-ok)
[x] You have/had freckles.
[x] Your family get togethers always include drinking and singing. (and smoking ono)
Total: 5

African American
[ ] You say nigga/nukka casually  
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun. (mah bro gonna teach me 83.... some day.....)
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[X] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[ ] You can dance.
[ ] You can 'sing' gospel.
Total: 2

[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[ ] You like rice a lot.
[ ] You are good at math.
[x] You have played the piano.
[ ] You have family from asia.
[X] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 2

[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good.
[x] You Speak some German. (Sprechen Sie Deutsch?)
[X] You know what Schnitzel is.
[x] You went to Pre-school.
[ ] You're over 5'2.
Total: 5

[ ] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer
[ ] You say eh.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[x] You speak some french.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched degrassi.
Total: 1

I'm most like...Russian... lol... that was.... unexpected *makes a large smirk on her face* heh heh heh
  • Listening to: stuff
  • Reading: a book
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: with my mind
  • Eating: air
  • Drinking: nothing
I'll stay but i really want to make some things clear
1: i hate art
2:i never wanted this account
3: i can't post anymore art up cuz i don't have a scanner
4: i'm flatter by thoughs that appreciate my art
5: i probly wont post anything so... its basicaly up for looking i guess....

have a good day and i'm sorry if I upset any of you..... i guess just leaving was selfish but i saw no point on keeping something that i wasn't gonna do anything with
  • Listening to: stuff
  • Reading: a book
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: with my mind
  • Eating: air
  • Drinking: nothing
i'm single now so i'm deleting my da again... bye everyone
  • Listening to: stuff
  • Reading: a book :D
  • Watching: anime
  • Playing: with my mind
  • Eating: air
  • Drinking: nothing
I should inform you that we got rid of the scanner at our home because we needed a functional printer not a functional scanner with a nonfunctional printer. So even if I do make a drawing (which is unlikely because I quit) I wont be able to post it. sorry
  • Listening to: Dir en grey
  • Reading: a book :D
  • Watching: Fairy tail
  • Playing: with my mind
  • Eating: air XD
  • Drinking: tea
yeah people I'm back I don't want to be... I really don't want to be.... but my boyfriend convinced me to reactivate it cuz he was really upset about me getting rid of my art work

so basically its just up so he can see my stuff.
don't expect much of any activity ok just cuz I'm back doesn't mean I'll be on.
sorry for the upset earlier and stir I thought it was going to be permenent but I guess not.....
  • Listening to: Dir en grey
  • Reading: a book :D
  • Watching: Fairy tail
  • Playing: with my mind
  • Eating: air XD
  • Drinking: tea
BYE everyone!!!! Its been nice meeting you all and  I have a bunch of good memories here. But I deiced not to stay. Thanks for all the complements and stuff.

to everyone I gave my email to please don't give it to other people ok?

I'll be on alittle longer so that people can see this journal

EVERYONE please try and have a great and happy life ok?
I don't want a deviantart and I never did. I only had one and kept it cuz  my friends kept in insisting for me to have one but I dun really give a shit what people thing about my work. I mean I really like all the advice and the complements and stuff, if I got some hate mail I would even love that but.... I just never wanted a Da

at this point I stoped caring about posting things
so I'm 90% sure I'm going to delete my account

If I do so I thank you for all the support, friend I made, technicians that I've learned, all of which will always stay with me.

but to be honest I really don't care about this website, and never did, and probably still wont

also if I leave I'll give all the people who I think need it my email so if they still need advice/ talk to me they can
  • Listening to: Dir en grey
  • Playing: with my mind
I really need your help I have been getting sicker and sicker these last two weeks and I need your help to figure out what I have
the doctor says theres nothing wrong with me but the way I am there hast to be

fluctuating temperature
can't eat more then 1 meal a day
movement causes my heart to pound and I can feel it throughout my whole body
lack of sleep
light headed
blurry vision
small amount of vomiting.....

please if theres anyway you can help me please note me or place a message below.... I don't know what to do anymore.... I told my mom I need my stumic scaned but since the docter said I'm fine I'm probably not going to get it..... I have a feeling that if I don't get myself better soon really bad things will happen to me..... and my intuition is never wrong

please help me.... I'm begging..... it really hurts
  • Listening to: Dir en gray
  • Playing: with my mind
Stole from :icondaridoodle:

[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[/] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire  
[ ] deep water
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my girlfriend's/boyfriend's dad
[ ] my girlfriend's/boyfriend's mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] planes
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
[ ] my girlfriend/boyfriend

TOTAL: 6.5

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it "I'm afraid of _ out of 73 common fears".

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you're paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless  

*cough cough* um should I re-read this cuz I don't think I'm fearless  actually I think I'm one of the most frightened people on earth..... maybe they should make the list a little longer =/
  • Listening to: H.I.M
  • Playing: with my mind
Took from :iconhollowshirosaki413:

Please put this as your journal if you know or love someone who is gay, lesbian, or bi.
A wish that people will soon understand, that being gay/les/bi is not a disease nor a choice!
People who are gay/les/bi are not looking for a cure but acceptance and equal rights. 93% won't copy and paste this
  • Playing: with my mind
All the Easter egg pics are being deleted on Monday when I first get on the computer long enough for the people who've requested them to see it.

I am keeping Xyyme up not only because it was the best pained this year, like the L egg was the best pained last year, but also it was the only photo that wasn't blurry as hell.

have a great day and a Happy Easter
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Comment and I will...

1) tell you what I really feel about you

2) tell you your element

3) tell you what two people you remind me of (one character and one real person)

4) tell you what colour you remind me of

5) give you a nickname

6) tell you what song you remind me of

7) ask a question you MUST answer

8) tell you the thing that's right next to me

9) say a catchphrase

10) tell you to do the same in your journal
  • Listening to: disterbed
  • Playing: with my mind
  • Eating: sushi
  • Drinking: water
Please don't download without asking me or the deviant you downloading from first... I'll gladly let people take anything that's mine as long as you ask me, tell me why, and give me the credit. I want a little credit because your not the one who worked hard on this. Your not the one who spent hours putting  your heart into a writing, or painting, or sculpture, excreta in the the piece that you have download. All you did was press a butten. So for me and other deviants you have done this to please ask first...... and if they say ok off the bat remember to give them credit. Give them credit either way but if they say no don't download it anyway. If they want a reason give them one its the polight thing to do and its only fair to the deviants in my option.

So please before you hit that butten ask ok......